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| that i actually remember this site and my login and stuff. i havent been on here in forever. i miss it somewhat. well i will be 17 in two weeks and four days! isnt that exciting. not really. i dont want to grow up yet. i know one thing that i really miss, AHS. even though there was so much drama there, it was still fun! i made some good friends, one best friend, and a whole lot of fake friends. but like i said, it was fun. it helped make me the mature person that i am! ITMHS isnt that bad, but you know how it is. when you have those people that you love, and you have to just leave like i did. well i have to go. ~panda 
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| has it been since ive been on here. its good to know that i still have my account though. man that pic of me is so old too. i must update some of this stuff. well at the time i am at an internet cafe...kinda like starbucks...its pretty nice here. it smells really good too. im having trouble finding my grandmother though, she is paying. i am at $8.00 right now. but who knows how long i will decide to stay on. oh, did i mention im in florida. awesome. i havent been here in two years. amazing. well it was because of my whole..suicide thing going on. but yay i am better now. well lets see what all i can do on here. ttyl peoples ~Rainbow Panda | | |
| hey everyone. well today was pretty ok. i got to hang out with ainsley alot more than i did yesterday. that was awesome....i really miss her now that she is with corey. she kinda ignores all of us. but we still love her. and she told us that if it gets too out of hand with the ignoreage..then we have to tell her so that she will tell corey, and if it contiues then she is breaking up with him. but i dont think i will ever tell her that it is getting worse because she loves corey, and he really is great for her. i havent seen her smile for as long as she is now. well anyways....i dont know if i ever told you guys about justin smith...but here is the story:: i was dating this guy jeremy for a long time, and we went to differnt schools and all. well me and justin starting talking a little before me and jeremy hooked up. but justin was dating allison (pixie). so i knew that he was off limits, and i thought i was uber happy with jeremy. well....a while later, when me and justin got ALOT closer, i invited justin, jeremy, and nathan to come to a concert for one of my friend neil's (erica's man) band. well i found out that jeremy couldnt go so it was just me, nathan, and jsutin. we had an awesome time, and it was in dallas. so much fun!! well we went back to justin's to chill and watch movies, and my granny brought us wendy's. yum. well justin had this necklace (made out of glass or something and had a four leaf clover in it) and i loved to nibble on it. ^-^ what can i say, it felt good on my tongue. well then i started to bite his neck...and im not going into detail here....so you probably know what happened, we had sex. and jeremy never found out. but when justin told me that he loved me, and i found out i might be pregnant...i had to choose between justin and jeremy. well i thought that jeremy would be better since i had been with him longer. so i chose jeremy. well he ended up hurting me and shit (physically) and i found out that he was cheating on me the entire time we were going out. so....yeah...we split. then i thought of what i did to justin, and i read the poems that he gave me and tried to kill myself yet again. well then i had to move here, and none of my friends knew. so yeah....well then i made a myspace and added everyone i could find. justin finally started talking to me like two weeks ago. telling me that he still loves me and stuff, and that he forgives me for what i did. then tells me the saturday before i come back that him and racquel broke up. so i figured...omg! another chance. well now i found out that he might not have really broke up with her....omg!! well i understand that i hurt him, but if he really loved me.....would he be doing it to me...??well i am about to go, so i will put a pick of him on here. ~panda  <<<justin last year ((he straightens his fro now))
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| hey everyone, well i am uber bored right now. well i have been doing good in school, i am passing everything at the time. and my dad was drunk tonight so he gave me my net back. yay me. i always ask for stuff when he is druck, because i always get what i want. well i am going to go type in my school journal. im so bored and i think that my teacher might be able to help me with some of my problems. toodles <3 panda 
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well, i am grounded for failing world geography. but i am trying to bring it back up, so i will talk to all of you later. i love all of you, and leave me many many many comments................just because you love me that much. <3 panda  | | |
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